Monday, 4 July 2016

Feeling insecure - 12am ramble ( may not make any sense)

Feeling insecure..... They say that as we grow up the feeling of insecurity disappears... They said its was due to our hormones... they said its a part of growing up... At the age of twelve I thought that at  17 I wouldn't care what people thought about how I looked , how I dressed whether I had make up on or not.. I would love to say that I don't have those insecurities but that would be lying I do. I have  a lot whether it being about how my make up is that day  or how I dressed, I have those insecurities... I would love to say that I don't care about how my body is but that would be lying i would love to say that I don't stay awake at 3 am thinking about how big my hips are or I am a chubby 17 year old that would also be lying ... I am insecure about my big hip, my big bum , my flat face but that's how I am.. And that what make me, me. 
I am not sure if this post made any sense but I am gonna post it anyway I just wanted to let you all know that you are all beautiful... That those scar's make you you and shows people a journey that you have survived . That you might have really big hips or really small hips but they make you you and your perfect just the way you are !!! 

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